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From dasrah in he calls me home? (429 days old)

Its been ages since i wrote anything on here,but would like to share my thoughts on something.Like most people i have my problems,and while i like to think that i always overcome them there are some t… more

in my eye From dasrah in he calls me home? (677 days old)

Here you see eye eye that is overflowing with want with tears so deep thay hang heavy on my lash the swerling world within holds all the universe all the dreams all the hurt of my heart … more

the thought universe! From dasrah in he calls me home? (877 days old)

its just become clear to me how much what you think influences what you get! so be careful what you think!! … more

For allen From dasrah in he calls me home? (1018 days old)

holy father,creater and lord, grant this your child the wonder of your devine grace,kindel in him the light of your burning love,unflinching faith,and healing spirit. for no man loves you more. … more

messy life From dasrah in he calls me home? (1169 days old)

how is it that just when your doing fine,or think you are ,life comes up from behind and kicks you in the pants? im usually an optimist but recently things have become harder to see the up side of,… more

life is full of suprises! From dasrah in he calls me home? (1170 days old)

went to my mother-in-laws today with my partner and got anbushed,things have been a little strained between my partner and me the last few weeks,we havent been talking that much and ive been going thr… more

god is in the rain From dasrah in he calls me home? (1190 days old)

Its been so hot today everyone is weating and snapping at each other ,we are all using too much electric running endlass fans and air conditioning.so when the day was winding down and the kids were fi… more

i am a human being? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1208 days old)

i am a human being, but what am i being being judgemental being loving being tolerant being the best that i can be? what are you being? human?… more

magic From dasrah in he calls me home? (1228 days old)

as a child i loved nothing more than sitting under my fathers fishing umbrella at the bottom of the garden listening to the rain.For me i made my own magic,life was full of wonders and possibilitys,di… more

we are all one From dasrah in he calls me home? (1238 days old)

after watching the world cup with some friends and family i was aware of someone at the back of the room saying "the black bastards they breed like rabits" that was shocking enough,but the fact that i… more

habit From dasrah in he calls me home? (1266 days old)

read this somewhere: i walked down a road theres a hole in the way i fall down it i walk down a road theres a hole in the road i fall into it it isnt my fault i walked down a road ther… more

the lost world? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1275 days old)

so many people i talk to today seem so lost,lost in the sense that they dont know what they want,or think theres not enough of everything,or need to get more stuff.When did we loose sight of what rear… more

dreams of dad From dasrah in he calls me home? (1308 days old)

ive been dreaming of my father every night this week and have found myself waking up in tears,feeling bad.Maybe i sould start at the begining,my father devorced my mother when i was 11,he left and for… more

cant sleep again! From dasrah in he calls me home? (1312 days old)

having trouble sleeping again,have all kinds of stuff just floating around in my head. UNIVERSAL LAWS: theres no such thing as a shortcut! truth is just one end of the same spectrum wisdom… more

Orbital heaven From dasrah in he calls me home? (1366 days old)

After a stressful day my partner talked me into listening to some music,this might not sound that interesting but we are chalk and cheese when it comes to music and i usually hate his dance/electro/ha… more

best party ever!!!!!!!!!! From dasrah in he calls me home? (1371 days old)

when i was asked a few wees ago to attend my mother-in-laws 60th birthday party i was a little nervious,for one thing my partner is at the moment having issues with drinking and it would be hard to ke… more

life on mars? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1378 days old)

after seeing a programme on discovery channel my partner and i got into a rather deep conversation on the possibility of life on other planets,and on mars.Several things come to mind on this subject.F… more

admitting your part. From dasrah in he calls me home? (1379 days old)

my partner is having a battle with drinking,a battle that ive been warning him about for almost a year now.He says he wants to stop drinking and is trying to cut down.The problem is for me that its ju… more

admitting your part. From dasrah in he calls me home? (1379 days old)

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middle child syndrom????? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1394 days old)

was talking to my niece the other night,she was upset because as she sees it her mother doesnt pay her enough attention,being the middle child this is a commen enough thing.I was also a middle child a… more

strange day From dasrah in he calls me home? (1400 days old)

I always find sundays kind of surreal! maybe its the fact that you have the whole ritual of sunday dinner and a few rounds of rummikub with the inlaws,or maybe its this whole winter blues thing,hate w… more

the best kind of sex? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1401 days old)

its taken me a lot of years to realise the best kind of sex happens when you get out of your mind! i dont mean druged up or drunk but when you can get your mind out of the way and just experience it i… more

The Noble Truth? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1405 days old)

my partner and i dont see eye to eye when it comes to what he calls the Truth,Any kind of a lie or not disclosing the whole truth to him is against his moral code.Very Noble you might think but as you… more

A new year From dasrah in he calls me home? (1406 days old)

Christmas seems like a blur,what with all the drink and too many mince pies.Im left with a feeling of excitment and expectation mixed with a little fear.What great things will happen this year,what ch… more

presents???? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1420 days old)

ive spent all year telling everyone that i dont want anything for christmas,and yet its hard to give up some of the material stuff,its so ingrained in us that if no-one buy you anything for christmas … more

christmas giving? From dasrah in he calls me home? (1422 days old)

my friend said the other day "dont get me anything for christmas i cant afford to get you anything" whats that all about? I thought it was a time to give not EXCHANGE presents????… more

some days STUFF From dasrah in he calls me home? (1435 days old)

some days i dont know what to write,the last week or so have been rearly busy,not in a nice enjoying myself kind of way,but a dentist,appointments,stuff kind of way.When things get like that it feels … more

Tales of the dentist From dasrah in he calls me home? (1445 days old)

last night at around 3am i was woken up by the most terrible pain in a tooth.Now i have always hated the dentists like most people.But today proved to be an eyeopener.My partner is usually disinterest… more

I believe in magic. From dasrah in he calls me home? (1446 days old)

I believe in magic,i said to my daughter the other night while we were outside looking at the night sky,just look up at those stars.what does that prove she said.well the light from those stars has pr… more

being creative From dasrah in he calls me home? (1447 days old)

Lots of my friends have recently commented that im talented in so many things,I guess i never thought about it much.But the truth is i guess thats down to my dad.We didnt always have a good relationsh… more